Maris rants
29/9/13

So I’ve opened tumblr back up tonight. Deleted Facebook again. Mood has dipped again. Lots of stuff going on upsetting me - David has a brain tumour. Malignant and aggressive and it will kill him. He started radio and chemo therapy on Friday. It’s Sunday today. It’s awful. Average span without treatment is 4month. With treatment is 15month. He’s only 29. Life is cruel.

I’ve become a recluse again. Not wanting to go out. Not having friends again. Through choice. I always shut myself away. What the hell is my problem? I’m beginning to think its the winter and I have SAD.

Still not too sure about life. It’s a weird one. We get worked up & stressed and sad etc - why? Pointless. We die soon anyway. Pointless wasted emotions that feel horrible for no good enough reason. Live life & be happy.

I only ever write in this when I’m sad and everything turns to shit. Things have never been this bad before. I’ve never realise how lucky I was before. Ungrateful moany little bastard. I’d be so thankful for my life this time last year. What the hell have I done.

anatometal:

1/2” Super Teardrop Eyelet in ASTM F-136 titanium, anodized blurple; synthetic Tanzanite, Salmon Pink CZ, Pink CZ gemstones

anatometal:

1/2” Super Teardrop Eyelet in ASTM F-136 titanium, anodized blurple; synthetic Tanzanite, Salmon Pink CZ, Pink CZ gemstones

awfulmodifications:

Friends, this is what happens when you fight the stretching process. Listen to your body and know your limits. Stretching takes time and care. My pal totally ripped his ear apart by fighting the stretching process and has now had to remove what was left of his earlobe. Gnarly video.

MOD COMMENT:

Oh holy fucking christ. This is not for the faint hearted and I hope you read the text before that video. This is like two bad mods in one. WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT IN YOUR FUCKING KITCHEN HOLY SHIT GO TO A MOTHERFUCKING BODY MODIFICATION ARTIST OR DOCTOR. HOLY SHIT. >.> -Kat 

Hilarious

awfulmodifications:

Claire’s official aftercare

(Click the link to view it)
Excerpts: ”Rotate the ear piercing earrings a partial turn, both forwards and backwards, 2-3 times” “After 6 weeks, the ear piercing can be removed and other post type earrings can be inserted” “Clutch backs”

SOURCE: Claire’s official…

awfulmodifications:

I don’t even know what this is. MOD COMMENT:

awfulmodifications:

I don’t even know what this is. 


MOD COMMENT:

awfulmodifications:

zmashd:

freemindfreebody:

If i remember right this is a before picture from a procedure to attempt to remove these keloids after a scarification.

Indeed it is.Here’s the link - beware. it’s bloody and gorey and awesome. :P 

Nothing necessarily awful here, but care should always be wary of undertaking scarification if you’re prone to keloid scar formation, but here we go, a nice gory modification story not for the faint of heart.
Put down any ketchup if you have it.

awfulmodifications:

zmashd:

freemindfreebody:

If i remember right this is a before picture from a procedure to attempt to remove these keloids after a scarification.

Indeed it is.
Here’s the link - beware. it’s bloody and gorey and awesome. :P 

Nothing necessarily awful here, but care should always be wary of undertaking scarification if you’re prone to keloid scar formation, but here we go, a nice gory modification story not for the faint of heart.

Put down any ketchup if you have it.