So I’ve opened tumblr back up tonight. Deleted Facebook again. Mood has dipped again. Lots of stuff going on upsetting me - David has a brain tumour. Malignant and aggressive and it will kill him. He started radio and chemo therapy on Friday. It’s Sunday today. It’s awful. Average span without treatment is 4month. With treatment is 15month. He’s only 29. Life is cruel.
I’ve become a recluse again. Not wanting to go out. Not having friends again. Through choice. I always shut myself away. What the hell is my problem? I’m beginning to think its the winter and I have SAD.